Sometimes I wish life had a fast-forward button...........

What next?

They say you have to live each day at a time. But I am wondering...is it seriously possible to be carefree and living only each moment and not worrying about the future? In the beginning years of my profession, I used to be like that-carefree and not bothered about wt next-living each day, each moment. Then life happened! At a crucial phase in my life, I had got advices from a dear friend of mine and many others saying sit back and don’t worry, things will fall into place at right time. Yes even I believe in destiny and timing of events. But I always questioned them asking if we don’t do our part and just relax saying the above, why do u think things will work out by itself? Atleast in my case it has never! I don’t know if it made sense to her or if she used the advice in her life, but I have always believed in that. And as a part of it I guess my worrying also became more and I guess at some point of time it turned into a nagging/cribbing kinda thing and irritated [still irritating ] many dear and near ones. I am sure when they think of me now; they refer to me as oh-that-girl-who-always-used-to-crib types. But anyways I don’t seem to be getting rid of this so called worrying [or rather worrying doesn’t seem to get rid of me]. In spite of all the resolutions, it doesn’t seem to leave me!

And then came recession and down sizing, only to make my life more difficult.
I guess every evening I will just turn my worries over to God. He's going to be up all night I tell ya!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

I was all happy going for aerobics and feeling all lighty-weighty and thunder strikes!!!! I get a weird spine-dislocation-disturbing-nerve typesaa pain on Friday [whatay start for New Year :-/] and THUD I’m supposed to be taking rest for 3 days . After a series of physios, collared neck, pain killer shots and antibiotics, I’m recovering now. I am so very going to miss my aerobics classes [and the cutie trainer ;)] for a week :(
And today I'm sitting in office doing all weird neck twisting exercises and inviting "looks" from people around!

To Manga & Goobe :)

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